Um-mai-rah

Monday, May 28, 2007

hello world. i'm back! [not that i've gone anywhere]

alot had happened in the past 10 days or so. but i cant really remember what exactly they were.

but FIRST of all. i'd like to congratulate my darling, PAMELA.
*-* CONGRATULATIONS!
told you i had faith in you. (=
this calls for a celebration!
finally time for some drink drank drunk!

man, it's been so long since i'd actually done some "work". was my cousin's wedding on sat. everyone had started helping out like on monday.. but i'd only gave my precious helping hand on friday. but, i didnt really helped much anyways. more like waste my time away. getting my hands all henna-ed by myself. [great. now i have a hugely-vandalised hand] the cousins were great like usual. 24/7 laughing at our own sillyness. [girl power!]

the wedding was crowded like fuck. and i didnt really do what i'm assigned to do. so the ten bucks they tipped me was like... for nothing. [and now the ten bucks is gone anyways] and out of everyone who came, i spyed on Mr Khalid. it's either we're somehow related or somehow connected through friends, friends, friends. [freaky!] i hope it's the latter.

met up with kellie today for dinner. we had sakura! [wahhaha] she had deng deng kway teow and i had hotplate seafood e-mee. [awesome] then, met hairil at the typical ''lepak" coffee shop where we will smoke, sip teh and teh-o like ah peks and sit til their last bus back. [LBB!!] kellie's cousin, aisha came and then followed by colin and another aisha. and then.... around 12am me and aisha went back home... because i've been neglecting my medications for my ass. [literally a pain in the ass] they missed their last bus [poor thing] but thank god colin drove.

oh yea. the day i went to the doctor was the day i got violated. [wahhahahaha.] then i cycled all the way to pam's place with the pain in the ass, just to see her! so nice of me, i know. [pam: if you dont love me enough, i'll kill you.]

oh oh oh!! and marilyn's fall in the jamming studio was super scary yet at the same time i couldnt pull mysef together to stop laughing. i teared! it was so... i dont know.. hilarious? but you have my concerns, babe. hope you didnt sprain any fingers or so. and i apologise for laughing so hard! i think it's karma. see.. labelling caylynn red indian! [hahahahahhahaa]

and btw, caylynn's hair is AWESOME! but if only she'd cut her tail.. then it'll be SWEET & awesome.

it's kinda funny yet sad when the end of sunday comes and you'd ask a person what's up for tomorrow and they'd most likely to say "school", "work" or whatever activity they have and vice versa i'd say... "more sleep".
man.. that sucks. but the thought of work is killing me and yet... the money that comes in at the month end makes me beam all the way til... not as far as malaysia.

anyways, i've been doing alot of thinking lately, like usual.... i'm really really starting to feel life's such a drag.. argh. such boredom! i'm not sure why's my brain more active at night. like, i could think so much clearer rather than in the day time. oh well, i shall really kick myself in the butt and push, to get me a job at the end of the month. such responsibility you have to carry. dont you just wish you were 16 or something?

and of course, i'm looking forward to spending time with the lovely girls. missed them so much. all their crapping, nuisance r-rated topics and jokes and whatever that comes out from their mouths. [pamela, natalie, michelle and lishan, so dearly missed.] [[wahahahhahhaa. i find that funny somehow. okay i'm starting to go mad.]]

Mmairah said sth at....:3:59 AM

Thursday, May 17, 2007

ok it's coming 6.30am and i'm still awake.
anyways. i just found out i did this survey ancient ago and it's like.. not published. [hahhahaha]

the title's like RANDOM, FUN and LONG - NOT but except for the long part.

RANDOM,FUN AND LONG
What's on your feet?:	dirt i figured. HAHHA sweeeet.
What color are your toe nails?:	au naturel
What color are your finger nails?:	au naturel
How many rings do you have on?:	zilch
What color are your underwear?:	didnt wear any. HAHHAAHHAHA! jokes.
What did you do today?:	nothing out of the norm
What's the longest relationship you've ever been in?:	a year or so?
Are you currently in love?:	nahhhhhhhhh
Who do you miss the most?:	my nv met soul mate?
How far away have you been from home?:	i didnt get the chance to calculate the distance
Have you ever gotten your tongue stuck on a popsicle?:	YA?!!!
What's your middle name?:	i dun have any. does Binte counts? heh.
Are you supersticious?:	superSTITIOUS u mean? at times i guess?
What's the worst state you've ever been in?:	what i am in, now.
How many pets do you have?:	not anymore
What's your Grandma's name on your Dad's side?:	er? i dunno? latifah? no?
What's your Dad's name?:	Abdul Aziz
Do you enjoy fishing?:	maybe with the right people
Are you a vegetarian?:	no?
How many children do you want to have?:	2?
What would be your dream job?:	To Be A Superhero. HAHAHAHAH
Are you tired right now?:	DUH. it's 6 am?
When was the last time you ate an orange?:	last month?
What's the closest thing to you that is yellow?:	a flower
Do you swear often?:	every min
Have you ever fallen off of a roof?:	nope
Have you ever jumped from a roof into a pool?:	nopeee
Can you swim?:	NOPEEEEEE. but i can FLY!
Do you myspace more than you socialize in person?:	nope. dun do both. i'm anti-social
Are you fabulous?:	nopeeeeeeee
What's a nickname of yours?:	TOO MANY to name!
Who did you see last?:	i think it was my dad sleep walking.
When was the last time you got in an argument?:	whenever someone talks to me.
Are you ever mean for no reason?:	YES! awesome.
Do you love cats?:	KITTENS! grown-up cats, scare me.
Have you ever had fish that died?:	ALOT! all of my marine fishes died of tragic death....
Do you pray before bed?:	simple prayers.
Do you dream often?:	even with my eyes open and wide awake.
When was your last nightmare?:	if it's not last nite den it's the night before. but so far so good.
Can you spell well?:	SUPERB. HAHAHHAHA
Do you like bananas?:	if i feel the need to shit, maybe? gives me phlegm.
What is the stinkiest thing you've ever smelled?:	SHIT!
What is the name of one of your Aunts or Uncles?:	Zara. or issit Zahara. hmmm
What's your favorite ice cream flavor?:	a lil some some of choc, caramel, nuts, butterscotch, macademia and the list goess on.
Do you like to sneeze?:	whenever there's sun. not my choice.
What color do you prefer to wear?:	not particular.
Have you ever eaten somewhere you HATED?:	yea
Are you on a diet right now?:	no. just eat baby!
Can you lie with a straight face?:	YEA! i can lie with my face senget too HAHAHA
Did you sneak out when you were younger?:	no? i'm like an angel. i can FLY rmb?
Are you a fast friend maker?:	i'm ANTI social, hello? HAHAH
Who was your best friend in elementary school?:	i choose not to recall. hahahah
Who was your worst enemy in high school?:	some bitch
Who was your longest crush?:	some dude
Have you ever fallen in public?:	tht's me.
Have you ever been to Canada?:	nopeeee
Do you sleep all through the night?:	i sleep through the MORNING n AFTERNOON.
Can your burp the ABC's?:	if i try, maybe.
What's the closest thing to you that is BLUE?:	my shorts.
Are you into debating?:	yes. but i tend to mum when it's my turn
Have you ever almost drowned?:	alot of time. thnk god i can fly.
Are you pregnant?:	NO?
Can you type faster than 50 WPM?:	i can type at 5000 Words Per Min. HAHAHHA
Shall we dance?:	Let's BOOGIE!
What's your favorite animal?:	anything tht wun bite me.
Have you ever kissed a dog on the lips?:	eeuw. kissing animals on the lips is a lil bit gross. just a little. ahah
Do you snore?:	i wasnt paying attention. ....................
Are you hungry right now?:	a minute yes, a minute, no.
What do you usually eat for breakfast?:	bread with peanut butter! AWESOME.
Favorite poet?:	hmmmm. i have to say.. i love poems but i dunno the poet's name.
When will you go to bed tonight?:	i think more like in the morning. SOON!
Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?:	i think it was my mum.
Look to your right- What do you see?:	whatever musical instruments i have
Look to your left- What do you see?:	kitchen. dun expect me to see sth else do u?
As a child, what was scarier: Closet, or under the bed?:	definitely under the bed!
Have you ever danced the Macarena?:	DUH! it was the in-thing the other time.
Last wedding you were at?:	my long distant cousin's.
Any big plans this year?:	be successful! hahhahaha
Do you find mullets attractive?:	the hair? erm..depends on whom.
Why not?:	i didnt say no? any-o-how only.
Have you ever played dead to scare someone?:	on my nieces and nephews! hahaha
Is there anyone in the house older than you?:	i'm the youngest.. so go figure!
What about younger than you?:	......go figure!!
What was the last thing you watched on TV?:	Porn. HAHAHAH. i dunno er... fear factor i think..
What do you really hate?:	whatever tht annoys me, like LIFE. [emo sia] hahahhaah
Do you smack your lips when you chew?:	WHAT?! i hate that. mouth close people! so rude.
Do your pet peeves take over your life?:	they died in me [i hope], so it's ok. hahha
Do you get strange impulses?:	yes. all the time
When did you weigh yourself last?:	centuries ago. scared of it now. hahh!
Is drinking the right amount of water important to you?:	i guess. but i dun usually drink. dehydrate, save water! hahhahaha
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Mmairah said sth at....:5:30 AM

Monday, May 14, 2007

**Last Bus Back**
[i'll publicise about this when the day comes, cay should have known already by now.]

today, [13th may] is one of the shittiest day i've dealt with for the month of MAY. [argh!!!] i'm still quite pissed off. pissy piss PISSED! [FUCK!]

life's a bitch, life's a bitch, life's a bitch, life's a bitch, life's a bitch, life's a bitch, life's a bitch!! [x1 million]

met up with kellie and marilyn at night for... i supposed unplanned supper at kap. they made the "day" for me, much better. [thanks babesssss.] marilyn gave us roses [HUGE] for motherfuckers day. [ahhaha. funny.] which i gave to my mum to "kiss&makeup" things with her.... [she wasnt the cause of the pissy-pissed. but she add-on to be part of it at 11pm]

anyways, bixia had tagged me and now i'm supposed to write 6 weird things about myself?
but everyone already know there're like a million weird things about me. [hahhaha.] oh well, i should just play along and list a few.....

+ i think i'm pretty much suffering from a mild OCD. [OCD already has like a thousands of weird things to it]

+[-]+ i like to dig my butt and smell my finger. [HAHAHAHHA! i'm kidding of course]
fuck that.

i think i'll just list my OCD-ness.

[-] i really have to arrange things in order. aware or unaware, i'll just arrange in terms of shape, size, date, colour and whatnots. when i'm going to bed, i'll arrange my soft-toys [yay! mmairah has soft toys!] in order by my bed, i pretty darn make sure that the throw-pillows are surrounding them on the sides and the unused big pillows are covering on top. just so to keep them guarded in case they come to live. [HAHAHAHA. it IS true. i do this every darn night]
When making the bed, i'll put them back exactly how they were placed before.

[-] i'll have to do things over and over and over until i'm pretty much satisfied [beyond a normal human's doings] before moving on with my life. [hahahahhaha these includes checking, washing, blablablablablaaaa]
this is too weird. i shall try others.

[-] the first thing i do when i wake up is to grab my specs! because i'm totally BLIND without it.
hmmm. this is not weird enough

[-] i'll have to cover myself with the comforter, blanket or whatnot, from head to toe in order for me to sleep in peace.
Just like a dead body.

[-] i dont find brad pitt hot.
is this weird? because girls go gugu-gaga over him. WEIRD?! he's like so... ack.

[-] i talk alot but if asked to approach someone i'd be too wussed to do so. even if it's over the phone. i'm phone-phobic. [hahahahaah]
might be the reason why i still have yet to call for a job interview.

AND

[-] i'm simply UMMAIRAH. if the name's not weird enough, i have nothing else to say.
Who in the world has a double M spelling for the name Umaira?! ME, of course. one of the few uniquely-weird spelled people.
i rest my case. [hehh!]

ok that's 6 right? so now i'm supposed to tag another 6 people, which i cant be bothered to. i tag everyone who's alive and reading this weird-tag.

WEIRD.

ps: pam! free later? [wahahahha] later as in whenever you chance upon this.... best if it be today. or so. wahhaha. ok i dont really know what i'm saying. but.. yea. i'll call you later.

Mmairah said sth at....:4:27 AM

Saturday, May 12, 2007

First of all, i want to apologise to my blog for neglecting it. [HAHHA]

I have totally forgotten bout the existence of the lappy. [i'm sorry too!] too much gaming and reading.

anyways, what i've done in the past week was quite normal.
-i caught spiderman 3 with morales [EMO SPIDEY!]
-lunch with jilly-ann. [ajf] and den bar hopping with kellie, fran and marilyn, from hard rock to wala-wala.
-then on sat was Aaron's birthday thingy... and then was supposed to meet up with the lovelies but like usual it was cancelled so instead went to guitar77 to jam for fun and ended up being super high or nearly drunk... thanks to rui of guitar77.
i was using the newpaper to cover my face because my puke came out halfway while tapping out of the yishun train station. [eeeuww]
i think the first time ever i actually had so much beer. he kept on buying and buying. [omg.]

and then this week..
-went to bar none with caylynn for the usual wgb performance that she wont miss. and sherry and her friend too.
-on wed my brother got his bike. he took me around my area [=.-] ended up at my aunt's place. damn funny larhs cuz my parents thought he just ride me around the carpark. i think they practically waited half an hour at the kitchen's window. [HAHHA]
but i'd say he's riding skills not bad larhs. like damn relax sia. [hahha]
-then on thursday! met up with joel, caylynn, kellie, marilyn, fran and shandy for movie. 28 weeks later. [thanks for the donation guys! bwahha] after the movie went separate ways with cay and joel and met kellie's awesome cousin, amoi. [HAHHA]
kellie gt a new cool hairstyle, and tattoo under her collarbone. but went off with amoi before the tatts were fully done cuz we were rushin for the last transport.

thanks everyone for the fagssssss. [hahhahahah!! budget larhs. donate abit]

i miss SAM!!! [arghhh]

........SAMPOERNA larhs. dont anyohow get the wrong idea. [bwahahaha]

and life's practically a bitch again. -shrugs. i'm starting to doubt that a person could really ever change. sigh.

PS : sorry for the mia-ing. and i'll see you soon pam!

Mmairah said sth at....:5:22 AM