Monday, February 27, 2006

my day was off to a rocky start. mum was pissed with me the nite for not slpin early. screaming her usual passe. and i was pissed with her for saying.. "tak nak jumpe pontianak ni kat situ!" in short.. or english i mean. dun wan to come across ghost at the place i was situated or some sort like tht. i was effing pissed. so decided not to slp with her. let the ghost slp with her instead. wahahaha.

den.. i made her rush in the morning for work. so. more angry faces.
i wasnt and couldnt even be bothered. till pame told me she just took train and most prob same train as me.. and she cracked a joke. TAKING ON MY MUM's SIDE. u asswipe. hahahhaha. so finally.. me and mum started laughin. about wad pam said. wahahahaha

and the eyes of the zealots is like playing repetitionly in my head. and i dun even noe if it's correct larhs. wahahah

yay! i gt my pay today! working for 14 days and i earned $5++ inclusive of cpf's deduction. MUAHAHAHHAHA. i was fucking happy. frm den on.. everythin became cheery. me and mum was laughin our ass off at our silly lil things in the train. i think everyone looked. she was like "ah. my boobs itchy.." =.= hahahhaah. fucking hilarious larhs. and she was saying chim words in malay.. like tuntut. ok it's cheem to me. so i was like "can u speak english?" with tht kind of dumb face. den she said.. "wah.. action. speak english" hahah. and calculation ended up becomin some other dumb pronounciation. KALKUTATION? dammit.

and i found my topic paper for grad proj! yay. i was happy too. but i dunno when i will start.

and dalif's bugging everyone bout friday having a "performance" in the morn!! how the hell am i gg to tell DOLLY and my MUM. hahaha. my mum wuld probably be yadablooblablee.

my ipod has gone bonkers! S-O-B. sob sob.

Mmairah said sth at....:10:52 PM

ok. sat was great i suppose?

went jamming. time just seems to fly pass fast on weekends dun they?
jam jam jam. tht's all.
Then met up with shan at orchard. she said she wanna pass me stuffs but noooooooo she came empty handed. well literally. Shan was starved, so went to Taka's Mac while waiting for marilyn.

Funny thing was.. we were mocking this person.. and it turns out to be AHEM!!! wahahhaha me and shan were laughin our ass off. shan. u noe wad i mean. hahahaa.

then. we went down to catch asian beats grand final. i hope shan was ok with it. wahahahahah. and she fell in lurve with the jap band wahahahah! jokes. i didnt stay till the end so sad. cuz marilyn told me better bands were up after i left :S

SUNday...

slpt for ard 13 to 14 hrs.. how gd is tht!? power. alot of weird dreams. hahaha! den went down to the lamest place of all northpoint with jillian ard evening time. how i wish the time will stop!! am i suppose to look forward to weekdays? i guess not. working makes me fat. BUXOM! damn. so sadddennninnng. how i wish there will be more weekends than weekdays.. wahhaaha.

Mmairah said sth at....:1:03 AM

Friday, February 24, 2006

it's me. back again. to do wad i'm best at. e.i. talk crap.

let's start off with... WORK!

2 weeks have gone and a gazillion more to go! kudos to tht.
Poster Girl didnt call me today! when she actually [i think] was supposed to.

had free food today! it was one of the kind-est and friendliest colleague's last day.... so SAD. i guess. she always greet me morning. now i guess subtract.. add. and multiply.. 8/10 guys are fucking stuck up. half of the gurls.. fucking-punch-me-look attitude. [calculations are hypothetically speakin]

she gave us.. ferreroooooos.. durian! omg. the whole office stank pls. smell like someone planted a fart bomb. after eating tht i gt sore throat.. SHEESH. and each time i burp.. POOF! DURIAN! till now still it tastes of durian. burping durian.

den. she bought for everyone Don's pie or wadeva the name was except me. she bought me BK.
ONION ring. wah. bad flaming breath day. sure cfm bad breath. hahahahahah. awesome killer!

AND she pronounces my name even better than i do! how strange.

and YAY it's weekend!!!

first time ever there's no cake.. no happy birthday sing-song on 21st feb.. sigh. daddy daddy daddy.
wahlau sounds so gay.

anyhooooooooos ovua!

Mmairah said sth at....:11:46 PM

Sunday, February 19, 2006

yesterday..
i wanted to add in the words to the song.. but it might sound too corny.

i was dead yesterday. but i came back to life today.
literally larhs.

ok and since i'm like dead bored now.. i'ma keep on typin till i have nth to type. so if u wan... just bear with me.

yay. acjc fair was YAWNNNNNnnnnnnnnn. jamming was quite alrite. fun like always.
then off to jilly-yo's bdae. happy 18th birthday Jillian Adalia Frances or issit Adalia Jillian Frances? bwahahah. i dunno why i just said her full name also.. must be pretty bored now. hahhak. sorry. belated prezzie.
too bad and so SAD ur planned dance party didnt happen, gurl. shucks.
i was high for no reason. think they realised tht too. and rai kept sayin i secretly drank the carlsberg larhs. like wth. hahahahhahahahaha. they had chivas stashed there. benedict tawt me how to eat unshelled prawns. like so gross larhs. chew everything including the shit. eeeuw. finally manage to touch his mohawk. wahahhahahhaha! played with "bunye api"! and after the sparks died i swing it and hit fleffy's face. oops! sorry. heh heh.

my shirt was all polka-dotted with oil and grease. and i had to be so porn about it and say "oops my milk" loudly. jillian was busy barbequeing larhs. and they had so much foooddddddddddd. and fleffy was busy tryin to achieve fire.

feel bad for leaving early. but like waynie said.. we left to keep u and fleffy reserved for later. heh heh heh. waynie's all GRRRRRRRRR over her MrBf.

and now jillian's tellin me.. we shldnt have left early becuz the fun happened soon after.DAMN. but i think i would probably be stoked off by then. hahaa.

i realised tht rai,wan and me did alot of running to catch for bus. twice somemore. sheesh. and wan ran like so fast. me and rai was laughing our ass off while running. hahahaha.
and i hate it when i ended up smellin of smoke.

the bus must have stank!

Mmairah said sth at....:8:48 PM

Thursday, February 16, 2006

i am so fuckin miffed and ticked off by *******. fuck annoying.

it's four days of work and my neck down is SEVERED. yerps tht's the word alrite. severed. sigh. i cant touch it. it's strained and sored.
i seriously dunno if i culd survive another week sitting and not moving. hahhaha

and i'm growing FAT!!! tht's fucking sad.

and i'm fucking broke. a weekend to look forward to.. hopefully. i cant wait for the weekend. cuz i can like finally sleeeeeeeep. but not this weekend. my oh my. i dun even noe wad i'm talkin.

at work i laugh to myself. it is somehow quite nostalgic.. i dunno if tht's the word to remind me of the times spent in comp lab for F&N for hours..
and there's also... mrs lim VOICE-alike. hahaha.
and their pronounciation...... tsktsk.
"HELLO. THIS IS HONG LEONG FINAN. I blabablaablablablababa HEP u to blablalba." imagine if they were to sing HELP.. HEP! i need somebody. HEP! not just anybodyy.. HAHA

they use alot of AH.. HOR.. den some sound like loanshark asking for money.. some.. very fucking mellow. hilarious larhs.

and the most fucking hilarious thing was... i got lost in lau pa sat. how asinine is tht!? everytime go still dunno the way. hahahah. oh yea. i came with the tag marked "no sense of directions".

i had apple crumble two days before..!! apple strudel next! hor.. shan!! LOL!

ok larhs. better get my poor slp.. sigh.

Mmairah said sth at....:11:29 PM

Wednesday, February 15, 2006

i cant fucking bend my toes!! urgh!! frustrating.

and i'm seeing too many colours.. mostly purple and green!! thnks to mich. KUEH larhs. KUEH.

i'm also seeing too many numbers.. oh my oh my.. my eyes are already bad enuff.

pls be weekend soon!! the hrs are dead and so are the minutes.

i seriously need rest. wahahahah. i missed slpin till like 5..6 pm? sobsob

*come fly with me.. let's fly.. let's fly away!
and yes. i'm high for no reason. when i'm supposed to be stoked off. yawn.

Mmairah said sth at....:12:26 AM

Monday, February 13, 2006

yay. i finally had my LJS date with two of the greatest mo'fo asswipes u CANT find in this world. YERPS. they're so fucking special becuz they are the only "creatures" tht rocked! ahahhahaah!

yay! waynie rocked for treating us! jilly... she made us walked. me.. i made them mad?

TODAY = tired. slpy.

day at work was fineee. it's so weird tht the one i'm under is named DOLLY. so remind me of SUEANN! hahahahahahahah. she gave me swwweeeets.. oranges... some weird sweet snacks.. toilet paper? and made me milo! which i didnt really finish. HAHAHAH

my feet fucking hurt rite up to my toes. my nails feel like it's being pulled or ripped out frm the flesh.

i've learnt to appreciate computers another way for being stucked to it for so long. or not.

anyhoos.. i hope to catch up with u guys soon. [whoever this may be referring to.] if u feel i'm referrin to u... den yerps. it's u.. i guesss. since u are reading it?

And i've also learnt a lesson. give help to only ppl tht are NOT close to ur heart becuz only them will help u or sometimes not BUT at least if they dun.. u dun feel badly disappointed. hahahahaha. ok tht's utter hogwash.

ovua ppl!

Mmairah said sth at....:10:12 PM

Friday, February 10, 2006

brief summary;
-went to skool for a very short meeting on the grad proj.
-met up with sue ann and nat at sakae.
-bluetooth-ed at random. HAHA!
-gt killed by sue ann's par fum sprayed on us. [shake tht thang. watch urself!. shake tht ass. show me wad u gt!]
-nat went missing. HEH HEH.
-she also did alot of suicidal cuts on her wrist. RITE.
-blablablabla. left shan and me.
-went far east... wisma.... [famous amos! finally...].. cine...
-i bust every joints.. frm my waist down.
-went home!
-hoping to slp.. but feel like playin game.. HMMMM..

ok. tht's all.

Mmairah said sth at....:11:49 PM

Thursday, February 09, 2006

yes. let the words speak for itself.
i was slpin and dreaming away when i heard continuous knockin on the window. i ignored the first few times but it just wun stop.. so ard 9 am my awareness [thnk god] was working and i dunno why fear crept in. although i knew wad to expect, i still have fear of wad is to come. ahahaha. so i pulled the curtain and there it was. a bird.
YES. a bird woke me up. sounds ironic to me. anyways. it wasnt the usual clitter-clatter sound of it's claw or feet on the ledge but it was knockin and clawing on the window. it wasnt tryin to "break in" [hahah!] ok maybe not but it was tryn to enter.. like running away frm sth. and usually when birds are on the ledge.. and i pushed the curtain aside.. it wuld fly away. but this one.. was being more MORE into "digging" its way in. i didnt open the window duh?! if it was the usual canary or the blue bird or some nicer birds i wuld.

here are two pictures taken with my oh-so-lovely-spoilt-motorola-phone:

i didnt manage to capture the one tht look scarily fierce.
and yes tht's the tree my gramps wuld usually refer to when she's scarin me bout some thingy laughin there or sth.

ps: i think this bird is xiang's doin.. she and her bird talks

enuff of today lets talk bout yest.

went to *'s hse for sth sth. LOL. bloody huge area.. awesome for bon fire. hahahah.
reached home... 2230. was so tired.. slpt for less than 2 hrs the day before.
in the morning.. went for this interview thingy for this thingy thing and this thingy made me wake up soo early just for the thing. ok tht's hogwash.

anyhooos. need to go back to skool tmr.... must wake up early again....... CRAP.. oh! and o's results are out tmr!! like tht have anything to do with me.

Mmairah said sth at....:2:54 PM

Monday, February 06, 2006

my wrist is finally getting better although it's still a lil sore... after a massive sprain frm drumming.
yes. it's silly. must warm up the joint before drumming next time.
now, i can start bending slightly upwards already. hooray to tht. hopefully it'll be fine by fri?

Mmairah said sth at....:5:51 PM

Saturday, February 04, 2006

finally i saw u today.
when u hugged me i was speeechless and on the verge of bawling.
and i still dun understand u.. sheesh.

went jamming and my plan for being early was ruined like usual. damn.
i would have guessed it to rain anyways. like always.
dalif and his sweetest sins. GRRRR. hahahaha. [dal, i'm gonna tell the whole world!!!]
finally recorded sth so tht i culd rmb the beats. yeas. i'm blur. i always forget.
as soon as i gt back home. i was like all zombiefied. soo lethargic.

bro's watching soccer now. cant watch tv.. -pouts. gonna have guests over at my place tmr... lers. cant wake up late.

anyways.. i cant rmb wad other crap i wanna type already so... toodles!!

Mmairah said sth at....:11:31 PM

Wednesday, February 01, 2006

my gramps just love to scare the crap out of me. =.=

this has become a daily routine.. waking up at 4. yerps. tht's bad.
i've got to plant in a new resolution..; slp early = wake up early.

things i wanna do...;
CLEAR MY GARBAGE-LIKE ROOM. so dusty. everywhere dust. gosh.

went hospital visiting today. too bad larhs. nth to do oso.. so might as well tag along with mum. HAHsssssss sigh..
and now. there's a creepy sound in the kitchen. =.=

and my lappy's batt also getting sucky. =.=

and it's only WEDNESDAY!!! =.=

nth to look forward too. boring boring boring boring boringX500 and utter boredom.

better get gg before.. before someone scares the crap out of me or before mum starts screamin for stayin up late.. like always.

Mmairah said sth at....:12:32 AM