Saturday, December 31, 2005

ok. it's 624 am and i'm still awake. sheesh.
just heard Auburn's Epiphany [local band]. Addictive i'd say. I so hate addictive music becuz it makes you listen to it over and over again like there's nth better to do. hah! wad's the purpose of a song if it's not addictive.

ok this is plain retarded. i'm like literally talking to myself now. like a schizo.

better get some more of my thrilling slp b4 i go berserk and become a crackpot. hahah! oh wait am i already am?

another year, another misery, another heartsick, another nightmare, another uncomfortable silence.

****each and everytime u spend away from me... it's like eternity, eternity to me. So will you promise that you'll stay with me So happily in memory. ( Happily in memory ) *** Auburn's Epiphany - For You From Me.

Mmairah said sth at....:6:22 AM

*death sentence!

projects are killing me. i have not had enough sleep. i'm gg braindead!

and i'm doin one now as "we" are speaking. [literally]

Mmairah said sth at....:1:55 AM

Monday, December 26, 2005

blablabla and it's already mon. dumbshits. how time passed so quick.

SAT:
went to catch a late night movie with a cousin. cineplex oso packed. blurdy fags.
watched The Family Stone. not a badddd show i guess. cant really rate it bcuz we missed out on like half an hr. my dearest cousin wanted to change her clothes so she had to drive back and blablabla half an hr show's gone! and the blurdy cheese spilled on me. -pouts-
went back to cos's place for a slpover.

the next day, we were laughin our arses off to the straits time "taking mandarin blabla" she spoke and sounded like some korean ass and me, luckily not. hahhhaa. den another dear cousin whom speaks mandarin was like, wad the hell are u guys crapping!? hahhaha. funny funny funny. seems like every1's in the holidays spirit maybe except for mum. sigh wonder wad eva happen to dad.... hmmmmmmmmmmmm.

went back home and mum was the pissy lady. yay-ness. got one blast of shoutin frm her. wad a way of welcomin back.

den blablablablabla it's already time for bed! hah! another week or few days for a brand new year. and a brand new, new year's [hmm wad's tt called. i forgot] sth like resolution? bwahah wadeva it is. tht thing has nv been accomplished or even tried out.

and lishan had to "msged me in msn" crushing my holiday mood talkin bout projects!!! u could have done it when the day is ending and when most people realise there's skool and work tmr den u say sth like tht. maybe tht could cheer the downcast up my dear B*******!! wahahhaaha.. jokes.

is this long or wad? well i guess. wadeva.

Mmairah said sth at....:1:43 AM

Tuesday, December 20, 2005

-ponders

i swear i dun get it. I'm up all night "doin" project. why do we insist on last minute work when u were given like a mth or two to work on it?
-shakes head

and i'm hungry! juz realised i didnt had my dinner nor supper. fuck.
have to wake up early tmr. hope i managed too.
-crosses fingers and toes

Mmairah said sth at....:5:28 AM

Monday, December 19, 2005

Am i hurt or am i retarded?

Mmairah said sth at....:8:30 PM

I hate eileen sim sock hui. wahahahaha.
bloody asswipe. she's a blog-fish lady. hah!

regards,
shan and ME!

Mmairah said sth at....:4:41 PM

Saturday, December 17, 2005

i felt super lethargic today. and i dunno why. well, let's start off with yesterday!

went to watch KING KONG yesterday with who else but my date, Helen. bwahah (she said so) Want the skinny? GO WATCH IT URSELF! wahahah. but it's not a bad film. quite funny and heart warming i guess.
went to pasar malam as soon as we reached yishun. there's a "racial riot" (haha!) at the otak's stall. the chinese lady misunderstood and tawt tht the stall owner was only serving to the malay customers. which so happens tht the seller's a malay (geez what are the odds. HAH!)

Then, we took a stroll back home! not like we have cars or bikes. tt's the only mean of the cheapest transportation u can have. And i guess it wasnt the best night to be strolling bcuz there's like roach infestion! (damn! not again) yuck. i was practically jumping and hopping my way to a safe spot. hahahah. i'm a big wuss.

how bout today? i was and still on the bed. like i have had bed sore and couldnt get up. hahhahahah! literally at least. but at least i've managed to finish a bk tht i'd juz started. i love bein HOME! isnt it good to have silence at home for once? yay-ness!

i shld get back to slping anyways. heh!
till then.. yipee-kay-ay! (this so reminds me of DIE HARD)

Mmairah said sth at....:6:29 PM

Friday, December 16, 2005

hello. welcome to starhub prepaid mobile services. ur card balance is.
wtf!
-shakes head. think i've been hearing tt TOO much. DAMN! wonder when can i get my line back.

anyways. this will be like my first OFFICIAL entry!!
-woots! and GASP!
bwahahah. i seriously dunno if this thingy will last. probably will get inactive like all my other blogs. oh well. tt's the fun part! hahahahha

i will seriously get back sore frm carryin laptop to skool so frequently. damn. now my back is like halfway makin thru. my chest hurts again. i think i have some disease waiting to be diagnosed.
-sigh

i tawt i wuld have forgotten all the good times we shared or at least gotten over u a tiny bit. but all i can do is to shut my eyes.. and there u r! again! forever! god. think i cant get rid of u tht easy.. *here comes another sigh*. -sigh. HAHA!!

i've always tawt penning down stuffs over the net is retarded. bwahah. but look. i'm doing it now! oh swell. it's better than to have diaries and have bugs all over ur room [like u need any more to the total addition to wad it is already now.]

okies! there u have it! the first and official-ed entry to this blog! -cuts the red ribbon-

Mmairah said sth at....:12:14 AM