on the days tht i want to eat, there's no food. WTH!
now i'm effing hungry. feels like i havent ate for dunno how many years..
*eh i just realised i havent had any LJS for so effing long. wahhahaah!!
LOACKER to the rescue again..., hopefully.

i shld start sleepin early too, period! in case of anything.
and in any case u ppl dun understand "period". it simply means emphasizing finality.

argh!!! my LOACKER is finshed!!! sob. now wad the heck am i gg to eat.
wtf wth wtf wth!!!

am hungry am bored. am CRANKY!

how boring could the show "anna and the king" be?? sheesh.

boring boring boring boring boring. NEXT!

oh my goodness, people.
i need a favour. Can someone please knock[HARD] some sense into my head..?
i need to start rememberin to eat. ANYONE???

i havent eat anything the whole day, AGAIN. i dunno how and why.
but i think my gramps keep pesterin me to eat but somehow.
the words she said didnt enter my slow-STONED-transmission-brain.

thnks to LOACKER.. i have sth to eat. cuz when i realised...... the food has finiTO.
and now my gum and teeth hurts becuz i didnt chew much for the day. DAMMIT.

dang. mum's not workin for the whole week. dunno if it's a gd or bad thing. good.. i dun have to do chores, i can crap and bully.
bad.. NAGGIN!! more naggin. cant dance and jump on HER bed. wahahhaha. [ok i dun do tht for nuts. i do it on my own bed]

anyhooooooos. Happy New Year to those celebrating Chinese New Year and Happy Holidays for those who dont.

i guessed i had a bad day. papers.... was okay i guess and hope. i dunno why but my back, ache so bad during the progress of the examintaion..

went to town after tht to meet ian... saw alot of familiar faces [frens la. wad else]
wrong day to be meetin up with ian. he was drunk for goodness sake.
he grabbed my neck so hard tht it is sprained now. i kept pushin him away because my mum was on the line and he simply wuldnt shut up. and my mum was like.. "who is tht?!" "are u out dating?!" sigh. damn.
i blame his unsoberness. not him. hahahah!
he was acting like a crackpot along with his fren.
everyone was looking.. and i think from their view.. it looked like they were "abusing" me.
i heard ppl talkin to their frens.. "why is he walkin like tht?" blablabla.. kinda embarassing.
i became pretty miffed with ian though. cuz he was messing up my hair [i noe it is forever messy.. but he made it worst].. he keeps grabbing my neck. he was so strong i cant push him away. damn. so sent off his fren to the mrt station. was pretty hilarious though. like talkin to two insane ppl. after tht i got cranky and told ian i wanna get a drink. so went coffee bean.. let him slp while i stoned. sheesh. and he was plain annoying.. at least he noe he was. thnk GOD!

went home after tht. cant stand ppl not in their right mind. dun really like drunk ppl. past experiences.. ian was "sober" enuff to apologise. oh well. now my neck hurts pretty bad. thnks to him... and so is my back... dammit dammit dammit. oh well..

today is the day to do grocery shopping and u wuldnt be embarrassed or so for carryin those plastic bags.. becuz u can see ppl everywhere carryin it.

anyways.. hip hip hooray for the last day of dunno wad. yea. cheers. wadeva.

mum gave me bad food!! bad!! food! wahhahahaah

mum asked me to eat satays tht are like days old. and now i have stomach ache. sigh.
i wonder how come there's no effect on hers. urgh!

i wonder who am i gonna meet later today. ok tht's crap. strike it off.
i wonder who am i gonna meet later today.

well hopefully this time round. the advert lecture will be REALLLLLLL lenient towards us. and give us alll distinction to make up for the rest of the subs. how bout tht?

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i just feel like continuin typin. u can leave now if u wan. hahahahh. kindly navigate to the "X" on the top-right hand corner.. and click it. THNK U!

damn. i'm in this nostalgic state.

-i watched the shorts for godzilla. i rmbed u makin jokes bout the "godzilla!!" "godzilla!!!!"
-her consistent naggings... i rmb the days where u will laugh it off with me.
-i look at the guitars... i rmb the days u played it awesomely...
-i see passing by bikes i rmb the rides u gave me..
-i look at the playstation and rmbs the day where u'll play red alert non-stop..

ok tht... i miss. the rest of u.. well i'm not so sure. most probably not. becuz everything else is equivalent to NUISANCE.
so dad. those are the things i might have missed. the rest. go dump it somewhere else.

my mum has gone mad. she's singin "u'r beautiful" at this hour. wan to slp oso must sing loudly sheesh.

anyways. i'm gg off to bed.nth much to say. nth much to type. waking up early tmr. to help my mum with blablablablablablablablablablaX1000 god-knows-what. sigh.

am anticipating for these last two papers to end. not waiting FOR the PAPERS. if u get wad i mean. hopefully... i can do great for these papers.. to make it up for pr. so it wuldnt be THT bad after all.

well, good night ppl! toodles!

yes yes. what are the odds of getting and being drenched in the rain twice.

ok. the start of saturday. my aunt called me "early" in the morning. ard 1000. my beauty sleep is ruined. thnks to her.

did some chores.. den went jamming. as usual, i was late. sheesh. the effing bus stop so far away from the studio. and it was raining HIPPO and FRENS. so.. i was drenched pretty badly. went in the studio and freeze my butt off. -burrrrrrrrrr-

after the jamming session.. decided to go watch Jam X with marilyn and her fren.. forgot wad's his name now. hmm. [sorry]
reached orchard.. went starbucks for a while. marilyn went to see and talk to her fren.
after tht went to youth park where the jam x was held. we reached the spot and it was already drizzling. and guess whom decided to crash the party.. HIPPO AND FRENS of course.
Note: the second time, drenched.
the bands.. wasnt so bad.

decided to leave and went to coffee club instead... marilyn fren waiting for his frens to go clubbing i think. bad memory... sat there... talk crap... stoning... blablablablablablabla and it's 2130... the "FREN" friends came. OH! his name was shahrul..? no? damn.. really bad memory. so he left. and we left as well. [wa grandmother story here]

marilyn waiting for her fren...so i decided to accompany her. so sat at mos burger to continue stoning... listening to songs... blablablablabla it was 2220... so i told her i wanted to leave because i was falling ill.. my hand was trembling pretty bad.. and i wasnt feelin cold. she said my body is quite warm.. so she being a kind soul. put her apron ard me. [aww aint tht sweet? bwahahahha!!] so back to story.. i have to leave her there alone. cannot take it already.


blablablablabla. i reached home at 2320. dunno why i took so long to reach home. reached home there's no panadold. damn! gramps cooked spaghetti.. so ate tht for my dinner cum supper. blablabla it's 0120 now..

my mum is being so nice recently. i just love it. i tawt she wuld freaked out after telling her tht pr paper was tough. but she was soo nice she didnt. i like it now.. tht she's so NICE! weeee. hahahahah she didnt scream and shout at me. i AM so glad. i wish this wuld last forever.

anyways. pomelo's waiting for me to finish updating this grandmother story... and shuld be gettin some rest as well..

i'm so gonna cry for pr paper. sigh.
i actually did the ini-mini-miney-mo on the question......
i was sitting there. stoning like usual. den i sent a telepathic letter to up above.
i was sayin.. shld i pick this one? or shld i pick THIS one? pls tell me!!! and den a loud thunder boomed.

sheesh. i was like. hey a REPLY! and said to myself "i was hoping for it to be in english not some booming sound."
den another boom came and i apologised. wahahahhahaha. strange.... i think it's a sign telling me i gave the wrong answer. wahhaha
because after tht i realised i really wrote wrongly for it. sigh sigh sigh sigh.
ps: next time dun tell me in "boom" language. send me a note. in ENGLISH pretty plsss. :D

i was hungry. was sayin "i'm hungry" practically the whole ride home with nat. hahha. but i as soon as i've reached home i felt full. wth. obtuse appetite.

hey u typed it as nipatunawudo not NIPATUNANI! but nipatunani sounds nicer and it rhymes with punani anyways. sounds more real. hahhaha. bunch of bad smelling monkeys wanna "play chinese chess"?? wth.

nat, i shld have toook the TWEETY BIRD!!!!'s sister face larhs. but too bad no camera. hahha.

saw pei wen. hahahhahaa.

i think if everyone do badly for pr.... she wuld be lenient enough? no? ok she sucks den. haha!

ppl. run for ur lives. this vicious thing is back! bwahhaha. wadeva.

whats wrong with people.
they and their effing attitude.
i'm so sick and tired of their whines.
u ppl can kiss my ass.

i'm sick of ur stupid games either. but what i'm most sick of is U, U, U, U!
quick. get a personal attack and i dun care.
no more me putting up with the show u're playing.
no more nonsense frm u.

u ppl can fuck off.
u think u're some big hot shot.
but the truth is u'r not, ok?
so dont go ard acting like u're one.
when all u are is a piece of nincompoop.

a piece of advice. man. wad's the use of advice on someone like u anyway.
u will probably go ard and be an effing asshole.


and wad's up with the leash thingy. come on get a life. wads wrong with u ppl huh.


ps: lil miss "j" isnt me. in case there's a misunderstanding somewhere.

ok. i couldnt update yesterday becuz i was out busy killing people.
yerps. Friday the 13th IS my day. I am JASON. the one with the mask and chain-saw!
muahahahahaha. Finally my day has come. Wanie's and Bee's days could be any. UNFAIR!

Bee's killing ppl in their slp. [Freddy Kreuger]
Wanie's the pscyho who goes ard killing for fun. [Scream] bwahahahah!!
she used to be so enthusiast about being hannibal. wad she doesnt noe is...
HANNIBAL SUCKS big time! bwahhaha!

okok. so next time beware of friday the 13th. cuz i'm somewhere out there, lurking behind ur CURTAINS! bwahahhah.

i shld team up with candyman.. rite, wanie? candyman candyman!

till then.. i'll see you peeps next year! FRIDAY THE 13TH.

been shooting down some guards the whole day.

GAME of course. if i wasnt shooting some ghouls, i wuld still be glued to the id box.
nv liked playing ghostly-zombified-ghouls-shit-games. sheesh. and my heart dropped for like 2 secs when the zombie suddenly exploded. [yes exploded] out of the cupboard. FUCK BALLSSss!!!! gosh.

so den i muted the sound and continued playing. and was scared stiff again when i was "flaming" the weird bugs tht was on my way when i accidentally FLAMED a "slping" zombie lying on the ground. so "SHE" suddenly appear from the back and killed me. =.= after retryin the stg and failed miserably, i decided to off it and wait till either fri nite or sat for my bro to come back from bootcamp to shoot off those deadly creatures!


so. ok i'm hungry. gonna cook some instant noodles. ovua!

i did some cooking today! i meant yesterday... yay-ness!


rain rain rain! another yay!


slp slp slp! another yay to tht!

okay. tht's all i've been doing for the day. fun isnt it?
-shucks-

omg! back ache!

went jamming. today. i meant yesterday. or wadeva -.-

was late as USUAL.
sheesh. all left, leaving marilyn, wan and me there. -.-

they came up with some decent "riffing" tunes.and i tried to fit in the drum beats and make it as NICE as possible. overall.. it wasnt bad. not bad, not bad at all. ahahha

today is a whole lot of WALKING-TO-SAVE-ON-EZ-LINK and PLS-DRENCH-ME-IN-THE-RAIN day! so i guess tht's where the back ache came from. -.-

gotta slp early. waking up early tmr. i mean today. urgh! wadeva. -.-


ps: wanie wanna QUARREL ah!??!?!?!?!?!? hahhahahhaha

today was the last day of "lecture" or what-so you name it.

finally i made it for the morning lesson. yay-ness to me!
class wasnt much of a class itself. more like had our own little thing gg on. Padman was pissed off and yelled. "GET OUT NOW!"

i symphatise advert's lecturer.. wadeva his name was. he's like talking to the wall each time he starts class. i felt so rude. tsktsktsk.
played a short soccer. in class. damn i was panting for juz a short 5 to 10 mins game. must start on getting back my stamina. hehhehehe JO slamed me into the table. sheesh. SAME GRP!!! hahah
played poker cards. aloy with his erm. "after-that"s hahhaha! and more OC OC OC madness.

went to have dinner with nat and pam. the pornstar herself with a perveted sidekick, HIPPO. dumb hippo applied for mac's membership. hahha! save some moolahs! sat and crap for so eff long. were all stonedly-high! bwahhaah.

went toys"r"us. retardedly played the sk8board only to be noticed by the staff. oops??
nat had her fears over certain things. tsk her. pam was high like usual. haha! SELF-HIGH!
she's so efftard that she jumped over the metal "fencing" when she can exit normally. haha! tryin to be spider woman i guess.

wowwwwwwww. so long! hahhahhaah. lalalala [pam's trademark]

exams exams exams....

oh my gosh. like finally i get to have like my beauty sleep? hah! that is like so fetch!! hahhaha.
[wanie this is like so so sooooooooooo dedicated to u, biatch!]
eeuwness. tt sounds like fuck lessy and WEIRD. like i really missed u..? as if! hahaha jokes.

not yet a perfect sleep. cant possibly be having one. since it's 1235 now.

***i dun get u. you self suffocating intolerable piece of shiznit crap. CLUCKING like a chicken on my last nerve!***

not yet the best day. with jnb worries effing attendance.

fuck balls! it's the last two days of lectures. how fast the time speeds thru.


-i miss my oh-so-fuck-balls family.................................sigh.
my life will nv be the picture-perfect-complete-puzzle like wad i had dreamt it wuld be one day. bcuz my worst fears have came true.

Dear Angel,
OWWWWWWWWWWWwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww!!!!! My chest hurts! SHIT! mo'fo piece of shit! shit! shit!


anyhoooooooooooooooooosss
new year's resolution is up!!!!!!!!!

1. MURDER THE PAST AND START AFRESH!
2. VANQUISH THE IMP AND TAKE OVER THE OTHER SIDE OF THE WORLD!

er. no?

1. GET DISTINCTION FOR MY GRAD PROJ! [how bout tht?]
2. START A NEW LEASH OF LIFE! [no more hard misery shitty-fied crap!!]
woohooooooooos

ok. tht's about it for now.. i hope.
happy new year every1!