Monday, April 30, 2007

mannn. the weather's like so awesome now.

anyways. i've definitely failed in my aim to switch back my fucked up sleep timing to the regular. as you can see, i'm still online! [sheeeesh] guess i have to try another day. [one day wasted.]

met up with helen on sat. it was nice seeing her again, after quite awhile. [hahhahha i would never forget the days when i used to bully her back in primary school, NEVER.] we talked crap, alot. and as usual talked about other people. [hehh] i was kinda broke, but not entirely. couldnt decide between pastamania or ljs. but i'm damn sure she wanted to eat pasta. [hahhaha. cuz we chose the latter] she made me go through freaking barbie doll shopping for her.... er.. cousin? niece? [i have no idea] but it was like... dolls. [argh! hahhhaha] then we went starbucks. and her bf came soon after.. and i sat there like a freaking idiot while waiting to meet anyone that was free. [hahhahhaha loner] thank god i have my dan brown's company. [hehh.]

and then, met up with cay to go timbre. timmy rocks man. and there was westgrand too. and some [i think V channel] filming there. Ngak's shirt got beetle! [HUGE, eeeeeeeeeeek]

so today, i meant sunday was supposed to go.. somewhere. either out with niece or some other people but my mum last minute [typical] told me that, have to go this birthday function thingy. [argh] then end up, not going. cuz my dad was supposed to be home early, but he procrastinated and my mum was a little annoyed with his woodball sport so she decide not to get ready. and THEN, when my dad reached home, sees her not ready, he was a little mad. then ta-da ended up some stupid quarrel and not going.

so i got to watch dancefloor. i think it's like the best performance put up by all the contestants. [oh and i dreamt i danced with Vas man, the night before! whooo. bwahahahha] and around 10, pam called. met up with her. she had a beetle on the back of her shirt too!! [eeeek!! only her's smaller. but stilll....] had a few beers [her, i hate beers. stuck at a can for hours] and it was kinda of a suicide cuz i was drinking underneath my house. [void deck larhs. not underground base or what] and pam, was on the verge of going to tipsyness [ahhahhaha. dun deny!] we mixed coke with the beer. it didnt turn out as bad as i had expected. but instead it wasnt bad. it taste of coke but the after effect was of beer. so it's like drinking beered-coke or something like that. [hahhaha.] funny thing was. she drank and i asked her how was it and she was like "did i drink it?" and she drank AGAIN! my god.. [ahhahhaa] went up to my place and stayed til 1 plus am... i hope she can wake up for work later! [fingers crossed] and i hope she's fine now as i speak.

ps: PAM! dont worry okay. i'm always here for youuuuuuu. and I LOVE YOU! cuz you're my darlingggg. you know that. I DONT HAVE TO THINK [bwahahhahaah.] he's just insensitive that's all. or maybe he wasnt aware of what that sentence would actually mean. you know, singaporeans.. we kinda speak bad english. well.. most of us at least. [come'on dont deny, this includes me and not proud of it. sad man, we people. tsk]

Mmairah said sth at....:3:36 AM

Friday, April 27, 2007

hello hello. nope, i'm not here to announce i've got a job [which i have yet to look for], i'm just here for the usual whatnots. [hahha. sounds like some gossip forum update-ish]

i had a few fun moments for the past two days or i would want to call cheap thrills. [hahhaha. those who have dirty thoughts, tsk on you!]

i was in my dad's boss's car [Saab] because my dad has to send me somewhere.. anyways, that car wasnt that bad man. usually when i'm in a car with my dad, we'll talk about car stuffs. then i asked him what was the function of one of the buttons and he was like "turbo". and he actually demonstrated to me. omg, it was freaking awesome. like... wowwwww. he was already driving at 90kmph but when he pressed that "turbo" thingy it instantly went like 160 -180? i dont know man, too excited to check the metre's reading. [hahhaha] omg larhs. awesome. [speed freak, i know.] but thank god on the next turn he had stopped demonstrating cuz there was like an ROV infront of us.

he told me the other time that he "raced" with a bmw and a mini cooper with his boss's car. [hahhaha] he said the mini cooper wasnt bad. what an ass, i know. but he won larhs, marginally. [hard to believe he lost, cuz i've experienced his "race" driving and riding] but he said halfway back to the office's carpark, the engine died. [HAHHAHA] i think ride with him is scarier. [i know i was praying for my life when he starts to speed, corner, swerve here and there with another bike in btw of lorries] BUT i just loveeeeeeee it.

Yesterday, was randomly fun! i went to Morales place to play ps3! omg AWESOMEEEEEEEEEEEE. like, his room is worth so much larhs. a 32" lcd tv, scv set up box, ps3, 3.2.1 surround system bla and bla and bla. but seriously... ps3.. AWESOME. esp when everything linked to it is equally awesome! argh! i so want one!

i had a nice day even though i was broke like fuck. had to beg for money along the roadside. [hahha. SHEESH]

i went home, played my broken xbox with my dad and felt so demoralised! [sigh]

didnt plan on coming online tonight but simin called [i think she simply missed me, act want to know bout cupcake frosting, hahhaha] so i went online after completing the co-op game with my dad. [damn fast man, we pros. hahhaha.] and i finally had one serious conversation with simin, ever! [hahhaha.] but she was great. thanks alot babe. but u are cursed with a retribution for always being mean to me. [hehhehe]

lately, i've got not much feelings to pen down, if u noticed. [hahhahhahha. i'm hoping it's a good sign] and i've realised! being broke is good. i have not smoke for almost a week, i haven had much junk food, i havent had much fizzy or alcoholic drinks, all in all, being broke is HEALTHY! [hahhaha. it's a reverse psychology to make me feel better. so shush about laying the facts]

Mmairah said sth at....:4:43 AM

Tuesday, April 24, 2007

all i can say is... being broke sucks! [hahahaha. obviously?]

i feel like i've woken up from a very longggggggg dream. it's freaky and yet it's fun. it's scary and yet it's...... argh i dunno. damn it.

i'm craving for cheesefriessssss. but the tawt of food right now makes me sick. kellie had sent me an effing gross email. pussy turned to dick. [ack!!]

and today, i am here only for a reason. for those who have been asking the reason to why i have yet to find a job, the reason is this - when i wake up, the day seems to have passed. SIMPLE & SWEET! [hahahahaha] i noe, i noe. i have to be more responsible and whatnot. yeaaaaaaaaaaaaa.. whatever. i'll try to find soon! [hahhahha]

Mmairah said sth at....:1:24 AM

Sunday, April 22, 2007

issit me or the time seems to zoom pass as fast as a race car?

yest was random. very random, i'd say. i received a phone call in the morning, and it was kellie. she had skived work because she had been late for ten minutes and dun wanna be blacklisted so she lied thru her teeth and said she had food poisoning. so today she had off too, thnks to her nice manager. [hahhaha. wad an ass u are] so she came by my hse... and we had no plans.. [yay]

after much of slacking, stoning and pretty much of everything else, we decided to go have dinner! [i mean, we already did decide to have dinner but only decided where] kfc was the calling. i've asked her if she just wanna eat in ysh den go town instead, but we decided to just go town and eat. and reachin town, to our horror, the kfc has been closed!! tht just proved how much i've missed out in life. [bwahhahaha.]

so we ate at the indo place again. had mee bak soh! [not a fan actually, but oh well] and jillian was rushin us because we were supposed to meet her but we took our time. [heh hehh] after dinner, walked all the way to CHIPS [sexbooze&rockNroll!!] to meet jill and her yangzhao aka ganesh. [hahhaha!!] they were already at their second jug. i wanna thank kellie again, for paying most share of the booze. [hahha!] while sipping and enjoying [not really. not a fan of beer] i brought up tht hardrock's havin ladies night. [wooots] so jill and ganesh went over first, causing me and kel to rush drinking our boozeeeee.

went hardrock, and had 4 extra drinks. [in total of mine and kel] but poor kel, she's not a fan of housepour stuffs but too bad for her i guess. i was on the brink of getting high. [ahhaha. weakling] the crowd was dead this time round. the same awesome band was playing, enigma. ganesh left early, leaving only jill, kel and i. we decided to dance like noone's busness. oh! and saw tht eurasian tim guy. tht dude's hair is like so longggggg now. he left soon after too to go to some other pub and get lapdanced, tht's wad he said.

anyways, mum called and she tawt i bluffed her on gg to town. so she was nagging and stuff.. me and jill, broke. had to borrow money for cab. [HAHA, typical] thanks hairil and kellie!!! so we left the two and.. head home!

ok and now i'm hungry!! [grrr] simin's polluting my head with hor fun. [ass] n i seriously think my brother culd be such an ass at times. studied so hard, so high and yet so egoisticly ignorant and whatnot. my poor mum. [tsktsktsk] anyways, i think i shall head out to digging the garbage can for dinner now.

and pame! dun be depressed!! we'll have a badminton match soon ok! to deplete our emo feelings. [bwahhaaha, whatever] or u want pot from tht ah beng dude? [hahahahahaha]

Mmairah said sth at....:7:22 PM

Tuesday, April 17, 2007

still sick. for like dunno how many days already. urgh.

and i just wanna say hi to my blog.

HI blog!

and ps to those who kept pushing me to get a job, THANK YOU. [hahhaha] but i seriously dunno where to......................

Mmairah said sth at....:1:12 AM

Thursday, April 12, 2007

it seems like everyone's having their birthdays, innit? ok. Happy Birthday to Lishan, Bixia and my Mum. all the 12ths... madness. and tmr's Zaidi's birthday. my GOD.

so i'm officially SICK. i dunno if i shld thank pam or my brother. i think both of them are at fault! [hahhaha] my brother especially, everytime he coughs the fan will blow to my direction. [=.=] but i think my immune system is seriously low. nowadays easier for me to get sick. [urgh]

*coughs.

To Pam, dun worry ok. u'll have another shot and u will eventually succeed!

met natalie and her bf and pam on tues for dinner. man, do i love them. without fail they always succeed to crack me up. [plus michelle and lishan, love them too. bwahhahhaa] and thanks Nat again, for tht wonderful treat. and fuck the bloody service crew!

on wednesday, met up with the PRO BADMINTON player called pam for badminton. [duh?] i think we kinda drained our energy from laughing rather than playing. but i managed to beat pam! 2 out of 3 sets. [heh heh] it was kinda exhausting because everytime she scores, i'll score. and everytime i score, she'll score. after getting all pumped up, pam decided tht we shld stop playing. cuz, it was leeching her. [weak larhs. hehh!!] and she needs to rest her body for sth.

and today. i've caught the fucking fever AND my body's aching all over. [double urgh] was supposed to meet Kellie. but as i presumed, she culdnt wake up on time. and guess what? i was right!

ok i dunno what i'm typing already. my head's spinning and spinning and time to eat medicine, cut cake and sleeeeeeep. or maybe not. fucking freezing! [brrr]

Mmairah said sth at....:6:24 PM

Tuesday, April 10, 2007

*23 madness.

ok so today, many ppl started texting me belated wishes, still i appreciate it alot. [heh] Joel asked if wanna go watch Meet the robinsons. but i realised they are showing 23! so lucky pick we went to watch The Number, 23 at yishun. Quite interesting. Twist here and there. [i think. hahha] halfway in btw the show, we kinda start calculating ourselves of the possibility of the number 23 to show up. and Joel really got into it. [hahhahha] he was like... "eh the door number! 31 - 8 = 23!" i didnt even realise larhs. tsk.

After the movie... i went to the cold storage and we started seeing this particular number everywhere. [23!!!!!!] madness. the first thing we saw when we exit the cinema and crossed over to northpoint.. this car's plate no. den cold storage... NUMBERS NUMBERS NUMBERS! we saw alot of 23 man.. phone numbers.. even the 853 sign has 23 in it. [heh] so while walkin home.. i noticed more 23!! car plate numbers.. adding and whatnots. i went home to do a lil calculation here and there. take my ic no. plus my date of birth and divide by 2 i get 32! which is opposite to 23! tsktsk. and i realised my house key has 23 engraved on it.. my mailbox key...my unit number.. which is.. 02 -183 = 2-9+3=2+12=23!!! my hair clip... one of the teeth broke so became 2 and 3 which means 23! and i just realised now. [hahhahha] and i checked my phonebook.. it states 149 in use. so u take 14+9 = 23!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

but like i was telling joel.. it's all just numbers! [hahha] but i noe for sure that numbers that circulate and revolves ard me the most are the numbers 4 and 8. so. if u think 4's not i nice number... i have 8 to neutralize. [hahha. whatever] like.. for example.. i am born on 08-04-88 at 4-40pm.. in primary skool, my classes are 1-4 all the way to 6-4. fours! [urgh. just to name a few] anyways. took [click on the picture for bigger view]picture tht have 23 on it!

ps : if u take 10-04-2007 add it ALL up. what do you get?? twenty fucking three!!!!!

Mmairah said sth at....:12:34 AM

Monday, April 09, 2007

*birthday headaches.

birthdays are like everyday for this month. goodness. i'm officially 19 years 15 hrs and 2 mins old. tht is if i blog fast enough. [HAHHAHA]

i'm just gg to wrap things up about whatever that had took place these past three days.

on friday.
went to Shandy's and her friend, Brett's birthday celebration thingy at Grande Vista. Alot of food man. power. [hahha] and alcohol too! [heh heh] anyhow, while they were popping those party popper and it kinda shot above my eyebrow. [ouch LOR] then they started the cake fight which caused a bump on my forehead. so strike two! i was saving my vodka drink larhs! den while hiding he came and SMASH the cake hardly on my face. i feared for my specs man. sounds like it broke. but thank god, it didnt.

So after washing up and everything we deciedd to leave. i dragged caylynn to go Mac! [heh heh] only to take the bus on the wrong direction. we ended up in the early stages to hougang. [hahhaha. strike three]

i was dead drunk. culdn't tell if it was a road or my bed. [hahhaha! just kidding]

while waiting for the bus....

still waiting.... [at the wrong side of the bus stop]

emo days. [hahha]

on sat.

met up with kellie, marilyn, caylynn and shandy. small and sweet. so the "surprise" didnt seem like a surprise after all. [hahhahahaha] but still much appreciated. went to the ROOFTOP and... it was wet so plans cancelled. anyways, while finding for cay and shandy... could see the candles lit up so brightly. second strike on "surprise". i think the funniest yet scary part was when marilyn decided to open her mouth and fake a story bout someone committing suicide. and SHANDY SCREAMED so loudly, everyone's heart stopped beating for a few seconds. we werent really affected by the story until shandy's SUPER scream. i literally felt my hair stand and heart jumped.

den.. since we cant sit.. decided to go hardrock. ok blablablabla. shandy's friend Brett showed up. kinda ironic how there were three aries and 2 pisces but kellie! sadly u're none of it. [hahha] but if u're a pisces... den it's super ironic already. ok dunno what the fuck i'm sayin. been having frequent headaches. and my phlegm's always bloody. URGH! sun morning was super bloody!

on sun.

went to cousin's wedding and den normal cutting-cake-at-home ceremony. den.. ate a slice and went to slp. woke up... to the smell of instant noodles. [HAHAHHA] okok. headache's getting worst.

@ hardrock

grp photo! [bwahha]

i'm still waiting for a psp do drop from heaven! [HAHHAHHA] been bugging my mum. but she's ignoring me! [in the words of jillian, mothercheeeeeebs]

to all those ppl, you noe who you are, thanks so much for the wishes, presents, love, and everything else i could never have asked for. you guys rock my world. [bwahhahahha so cheesy]

and to those i haven met yet. you are greatly missed!

and to PAME!! take good care of yourself!! rest well and i'll see you soon alright! yishun air indeed is poisoned. [hahhahha]

Mmairah said sth at....:2:42 AM

Thursday, April 05, 2007

hello blog. i feel like typing, but i have no goddamn idea what to type about. maybe i shld just continue ranting and ranting on nothingness.
so.. today, i meant yest, helped my bro's gf with her midi thingy which i have no freaking clue on how to work it. but i tried! yay to mua. not yet complete though. it's boring but yet it gets to you.

on MONday, went to marina square with caygay. [so sorry for the phobia] and then off to meet kellie. had a random jam session and it made me starve after cuz almost every shop was closed.
managed to munch on sth while walking back.

and now, i'm still hungry. only had donuts for the day. oreo donuts rock man! yum.

oh well. anyways. i might be gg to the hospital AGAIN to visit my dear cousin. now she's been diagnosed with thyroid gland cancer. tsktsktsk. and she's only 21.

oh and HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHANDY!! no longer a TEENager. but still, no worries, u're always young!!! [hehehhe]

ok. officially bored to death. time for another donut.

Mmairah said sth at....:2:42 AM