Wednesday, April 19, 2006

wad a day today..

and i culdnt believe myself... tht i told my brother [out of all ppl] my deepest darkest secret..
just becuz of this incident.. i think i acted on impulse. the usual me. impulsive. but i hope things doesnt turn up strange btw us though... still now it feels all weird.. why in the world did i tell him..i'm not so sure... luckily for me.. it's not the same kind of on gg sibling relationship we used to have.. if not.. i'd be better off dead.. now.. at least a family member noes tht i fag.. but still i'm praying every min tht he wun spill the beans.. cuz he's doin it too.. soo woohoo. somehow this family saga has brought me and bro closer..

this is boring. i've been yapping bout this family drama everytime. SICK.

how bout... PAM! LET's MOVE TGT!!! to the west?! nono. central!!? on?!? hahhahaha. no yishun plssssss. so SIAN. hahhahahaa yea. we were sitting at the bus stop talkin bout THT. how.. nice............

wad else wad else..
i have promised myself too.. tht i'll start to be punctual but yet again.. tht culd simply be put off as another lie. bt it's also a promise to my dearest pomelo. tmr i'm gg to be early for work!!!

and.. i'm broke. dunno work for wad.

i feel like i'm cheating myself and my mum. damn.

ACTUALLY... i had wanted to blog about so many things but the mood just died and faded so.. now i'm totally clueless. AND i need some help in getting back my focus... seems to be drifting as well..

i think my name has officially changed to MAIRAH. the poor UltiMateMAIRAH is gone. wahhhahaa. stop kicking the UM of Mairah ppl. ok larhs fine. i am gg on and on and on and on and on. maybe i shld just stop

Mmairah said sth at....:12:11 AM