Thursday, March 30, 2006

first time ever shk with jill. wahhahaah. SHK.. forgot wad it stands for though.
[fag.]

since i've gt nth better to do than slping.. i shall blog for awhile.

all i can smell now is smoke. geez.

shld be getting back to work. sigh. i'm so gonna miss home. wahhaha. i'm "homesick".

and i'm skoolsick as well. sigh sigh sigh.

i think i need a freakin life. although, marilyn said we do afterall have alot of stuffs gg on. skool, work, etc etc. still i dun feel any of it. esp work. so no life. wahahah

and i'm still figuring out wad and how my life's gonna be like after 3rd april.
the big VERDICT.... which i dun anticipate and dunno when. wadeva.
stupid bitch.
i wish and hope i can stay on. too much.. it's all too much..
everything's falling apart. thnks to mum.. for pullin it all together. keeping us strong.
hopefully.. i can breathe better.. cleaner... fresher.. air once it's all over.

i think i'm gettin lamer and lamer each day. stupid cold jokes. sigh.

anyhoos. think this is crap. blogged just to kill time and help me with my "schizo-ness". hmmm. better get to bed, since the pills are taking its toll on me..

stupid aches.

light headedness.

Mmairah said sth at....:1:34 AM